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Lady Gaga - Speechless (Live at the VEVO Launch Event)

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ever love someone till it hurts so much?

ever felt so much in love with someone?

i bet all of us have. at least, the sweating crush among us all. sape tak penah jatoh ati betul tak. no matter how old u are, it is just we dont wanna admit it. sama ada suka minat, suka sayang, suka cinta or suka sebab dia care pada kita, stiap org ada sebab untuk sayang dan cinta kan seseorang lain tanpa perlu ada sebab.

for me, ive grown in love. so much love showered me through all my environment. i also often fell in love. it doesnt require any reason to love someone. when u saw him in distance, and when u heard ur heart throbbing, u tried to avoid facing him but yet, your eyes still giving eye (curik2 tgok) him, dat's the proof telling you are in love. :)

but it is really love that is everything? do you love and tend to risk everything for this kinda love? do u even believe u can spend the rest of your life with him?

u cud have fallen in love for so many times. for example, a distant love that makes your heart crashed when he asked for clash just because of the distance reason...apparently he has someone else...

then u cud have fell in love with ur own besfren but he didnt tell u his feeling, not until u decided to accept another man's love.. it's that love also? well. so sad but true.

n u could have also falling upon someone that is forbidden. he has all the charm u dreamt of. but it is really wrong to be feeling that way. n most importantly, he did feel the same with u. but u guys cannot be together because of so many reasons.

let me tell u somethin. love isnt just sharing love, giving love, spending some time together. love is something beyond our mind. to love is to let go. soemtimes love cannot conquer everything, but destiny does. forget about the romeo & juliet tale. it doesnt happen these days.

to love and to be loved back, is of course wonderful. especially when that someone is a prominent person, handsome, has so many great features of him, fully adored by so many people. it just like a dream come true. but think again. Can i have a wonderful life with him in later life? quoting Tan Sri P. Ramlee, "Engkau laksana bulan, tinggi di atas kayangan," I cud never reach him. too good to be true. (Sigh)

Well, this is what i meant to love someone till it hurts so much. you love him but you cannot get him to be yours. love is complex. love is like water. it can change its shape whenever it gets into different shape of things. huhu. i think dat is my own definition of love...:)