Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold
This is the song I listen over and over and over again.
A very deep in the meaning that I cannot ever succeed to describe.
It's enough by saying that this song, is really suiting my condition, ever, in my love life.
Because all my life, I really wish a man would sing this song to me.
A man who thinks that I am very special
A man who thinks that he is really suffered when parting from me, when he left me.
A man that never exist.
And I dont know whether he will exist, or not.
And I could just waiting in hope.. or despair.
'Dear God, the only thing I asked of you,
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away,'
Because I am so tired of being alone.
So tired and exhausted being a punchbag.
I just wish a sincere man would come upon me, telling me he'll always be there for me
Telling me he'll always be the first I see when I wake up
And the last I see when I'm asleep
A man to make me feel so secured that hell never leave me
Or suffer if he did.
....
....
(sigh)
Should I pray again in hope?
Or should I restrain again in despair?
I dont wanto to do both
Cause sometimes I wish, that all my entire hearts is gone.
Dear God, the only thing I asked of you is to send me a man of this dream.
The one I can be rest assured with.
